February 17, 2012


sigh

I am absolutely dreading tomorrow. 

It hurts so bad and I keep allowing myself to think that none of this is real. But then I snap back into reality and it’s painful each time. I’ve come to cherish the haze I am in when my alarm clock wakes me and I can’t quite remember where I am or what day it is. It’s fleeting but I look forward to having that brief moment of peace before the pain comes back. 

I turned on the tv for the first time last night though, so that’s something. 

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  1. seedtoatree said: Make sure you always have someone to talk to or vent to. Keep all the people you love the most close. Xoxo love you.
  2. movementandlocation said: I am so sorry for your family’s loss.
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